Lyrics

It's too loud in here
Make it stop

Walking on the edge of a razor blade
Watching all the colors slowly start to fade
The highs are too high the lows are a grave
I'm a king of a kingdom I can't even save
Reach for the bottle white pills in my hand
Anything to help me just to try and stand
Xanny in my system silence in my veins
Numb to the pleasure numb to the pains

Everything's blurry everything's grey
I'm just a ghost trying to find my way
Behind the curtain behind the wall
Waiting for the benzos to soften the fall

Oh this Borderline
It's a war inside my mind
Chasing the shadow leaving me blind
Taking the blue ones just to feel fine
But I'm drowning in the static losing the light
Just trying to make it through one more night

Mirror on the wall who am I today
A thousand different versions all drifting away
My heart is a storm a hurricane sea
I'm terrified of what's living inside of me
One minute I love you the next I'm alone
Built a glass house and I'm throwing the stone
But the numbness is heavy a lead colored sky
Too tired to live but too hollow to die

The fog is thick the road is long
I've been singing the same broken song
But wait
I see a flicker a spark in the dark
A tiny little flame a brand new mark

Still on this Borderline
But I'm reclaiming what is mine
I'm stepping out of the shadows out of the line
It's a long way home but I'll be fine
No more hiding in the chemical haze
I'm walking out of the hell out of the maze

It's a long road
But the sun is coming up
One step at a time